hello fear, goodbye
I have always liked the idea of being unafraid just in life generally sounds like a nice way to go through life- unafraid. but my friend...
someone once told me
not to use contractions in formal writing so i don't AMV
pure pressure
we move through this as if through water slowly i know that i am completely dry yet i am aware that I am also drowning curious. like i'm...
last/only
You are, simultaneously, the last person I want to talk to right now. and the only person I want to talk to right now. so you can see why...
i want you to read my poetry
the way that I write it I want you to know every pause at the keyboard everu every backspace everyexcitedthoughtcomingthroughasfastasItho...
desperately
You, you are the sun. You exist independently of every other thing. You, you don’t know it. But your mere existence the bubbling under...
only partly
I never feel anymore I never taste anymore I never smell anymore I never listen anymore I never see anymore I mean, I touch, but I don’t...
i see the
arch of your eyebrows soar and dive into a deep furrow. not in anger or frustration but thought. i know the back and forth of your lips...
overcome by you
overwhelmed. i take the suggestion of your breath. the waltz. i follow and you lead. not because i am not capable of leading. today, your...
i think i have a problem with cool
and still, when she asks you if you are cool (well of course that is not actually what she asked, but it's what you heard) you felt...
you know when the sun is setting
and your shadow becomes long and longer until it fades away entirely, until it is absorbed into an all consuming darkness? Are you...
what would you even call that thing?
Have you ever watched a coin circle down one of those things? It goes around and around in smaller and smaller circles until finally it...
i am learning
to hate myself in the same way i am learning to love myself. weird, right? AMV
it is rather unpleasant when your body is not your own. that is to say:
When your feet are spiritual. When your legs are institutional. When your thighs are historical, unconventional. When your vagina is...
less
I'm sorry but I think you should apologize less. Sorry, it was just a suggestion. AMV
the anxious you feel
what do you do with all the [mad] that you feel? sad lonely worry stress anxious pain hurt judgement AMV
when the world around you has stopped
and you are still there, writing. It is like listening to good music, reading a good book and having to look up — make sure you did not...
for when you are feeling (to be read like poetry)
When you wake up in the morning and cannot stand to be alone— look in the mirror. This way there are two of you. When it is the middle of...
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